This is why it hurts the way it hurts.
You have too many words in your head. There are too many ways to describe the way you feel. You will never have the luxury of a dull ache.
You must suffer through the intricacy of feeling too much."
"Anything can trigger it … I become numb, stand dead in my tracks, and am flooded by flashbacks, memories, and nightmares of the past. For a split second I relive them. My heart begins to race, and a tidal wave of pain comes crashing back. …I am alone. No one can help me. No one understands, and I am plagued by the senselessness of it all. Just for a split second, I am home again."
"No One Said Life Was Fair" a poignant and humorous memoir about growing up in an alcoholic family by Mary Kate DeCraene. (via noonesaidlifewasfair)